The life of an addict

The voice that was in me
The voice that never left me be
Introducing itself as crystalmeth
Led me to the road of sudden death

I curse the day that you and I met
My actions from then, I still regret
I couldn't go through the day without you
You made me feel good whenever I felt blue

You took advantage of me while I was going through pain
You took my beauty, my intelligence from my brain
You made me lie and steal from my family
Day by day, my life turned so awfully

I got sick for weeks, thought my life was coming to an end
The heartbreaks I had, no one could ever mend
Physically I was high
But emotionally I was low
I kept asking myself why
I had to stoop that very low

My life feels complete now that I've gone to rehab
Happiness has now filled that empty little gap
I didn't want to be judged. But it was the right thing to do
I had to go, since it was me they looked up to

It was hard living without you, a daily struggle I'll say
Eventually I got over you, feeling complete now that you're out of my way
I've been down that road too many times before
Temptations and cravings, feelings I couldn't ignore
Turned me from a sweet person, to a thing my family used to hate
Although I disappointed them, they still had that faith in me